My day just keeps getting better...

So at 5 pm today my week and a half long vacation began. 

Upon the commence of my workday, I had a few errands to run. I'm not typically a big lotto girl but thought a scratch off would be fun. Paid $1, won $2 from that scratch off. Yay I'm a dollar richer. 

I then get home and my dad gives me a little info on an event I knew would never be pulled off. I have never been to NYC or seen the Yankees (fave team ever!!!!) play live.  My dad thought it would be nice if he took me to NY when the Yanks play the Red Sox (for any non-baseball fans: this is a big deal :)

Well these tickets began selling out last year and chances are very slim that we would be in attendance for any of the three games. 

But my life is awesome and daddyo managed to get four tickets right behind homeplate for the weekend game!

What an excellant day it's turning out to be :)

I sit here tonight in the dim light and pose a question to the emptiness of this room. 

~ Is it entirely odd that I am happier alone? ~

This is by no means the first time I've had this cross my mind. I feel overwhelmed when I'm in any type of relationship. I feel smothered, I don't like to be touched, I don't like having to smile and pretend to be content, I don't enjoy having someone to talk to at the end of the day. I know it sounds ridiculously selfish, but I feel like being with someone is just one more chore to add to my already too long list. 

I had one serious relationship which lasted about three years. 

It ended two years ago. 

I still miss him every day. 

I can't help but psycho analyze the situation and wonder if the reason I can't be happy with someone else, is because I can't let go of him. 

Then again, maybe I just truly dislike people and am destined to be single forever. (scary part is, it doesn't sound half bad!)

..........I have way too much thinking time on my hands.......

Sorry to put you, dear reader through the messy gears of my psyche. 

On a lighter note, tomorrow at 5pm begins my nine day vacation!

Nothing exciting, but it will be nice to get away from work for a bit and have some fun time. Hopefully I will be posting some fun photos from my time off! 

Well, I have been inspired  by a fellow blogger, and added music to my page! (thank you OceanDreams:) So I do hope you enjoy a glimpse into my music library. 

Clarity's tip of the day: buy some new shampoo. It's incredible what a new scent can do to uplift your senses. This worked well for me today, try it sometime!

Do you ever....

....have a day that is just blah? 

 I woke up to pouring rain, drove home in pouring rain. My day wasn't bad, but wasn't anything incredible either.  I think I need a change of weather. It's April and still snowing ( we should have a few inches this weekend ) 

"I need the smell of summer, I need it's noises in my ear". 

And there you have the very seldom displayed pessimistic side of my personality, sorry you had to sit through that!

I hope you have all had a spectacular beginning to your  week :)